dont know what to do

the syndrom is coming back...the same lonely syndrom which i felt in new years eve...lookin really messed up right now...my friend has coming back to her house...and thts me alone...again....dont know what to do....i wanna sleep but i cant get sleepy...then...remembering the thing i will going to face tomorrow...just lame...wish i have accompany rite now...lol...really the only thing tht interesting to write is bout the boy..lol..(dont laugh)....i dont know...like, i got nothing to write down, felt nothing....like..everyone has their own fun...now..i just lay down in my bed...typing this...hope..the feelinf will go away after i write this...its like im missing everyone...hope itll end soon...