bday

yeah,,thanks for every one..for the wishes..for the prayer..for the support..thanks for my boy...umm...dont knw wht to say..dont think like smthing change its just me..feels like im all alone with my songs..in my room..yeah..today..its been a horrible day..full of incidents..and bad moments..i knw...i shouldnt say this..but i cant lie anyway..so..happy bday me..even thts in sat..and now..its mon..so..i dont care bout tht..yeah..mon..tue..sat..its all same..days...i dont knw wht to feel...sad? definitely cant be...many will be mad bout tht...cause im not supposed to feel tht now..
happy..i dont feelin tht now..maybe a fake one..but all i feel is dizzy..my head gets sick of all of this..celebration...even feels like im not there anyway..yeah..im ok anyway..dont be worry..i can take care of tht....im so messed up..but i can turn back things...thts fine..ill be fine..as time goes bye...

today...is best and worst day ever

first valentine is like hell..damn..i feels like freakin alone now..so..just forget tht worse things..then..the exam..finally did it..so..feel so happy for tht..feel proud ...feels like every burden is taken away from me..lol....yeah..i feel tht...even though its just maybe the opening exam of this freakin hectic years..but i dont care,,its just like a good opening for me...so..im ready to face any other exam...theres no doubt..or maybe..lol..theres only will and can...!! yeah!! just bring it!!