today...hahhaa

im a bit nervous today, cause im going to show my new hair do, tht makes me look a little weird..lol...its raining in the morning..so lucky me... i can use my jacket to school and have a reason to wear it on school... when my friends come, and look at me..they were just amazed..lol...they say i look better now..lol...hahha....and until the day end..they're just concerning bout my new look and said..im like rihanna...lol...they prank on me..singin'...ella..ella..ella...hahhaa... but after all... my dread bout wht they think when they see me..is all gone.. i think theyre positive this time... it makin me more confident...so, in school, my teacher just give us a picture, about the national examination. He said, he is really positive tht we all will graduate..but he not just want us to graduate...cause anyone can do tht...he want us to graduate with a high mark and prove tht we are an international student..and makin our family proud bout us... he told us, how to make it happen...and it open my eyes..tht i cant be a lazy student..and not concern bout my exam...but i have to make a good preparation, so everything gonna be alrite...sometimes..i thought bout the future..maybe 3-5 months ahead..im on my own...not going to school anymore..have my own life..and not meeting all my friends..lol..and then..i feel i missing them already...hmm.. but thts okay..because now...i have many things to do...we have to work hard..and doing more excercise in many lessons... and of course math...lol...im really want to get my scholarship and end this awful life..and be new women..and livin my own life...cant wait to see me have my own job..lol...and..i miss you already...also..cant wait till saturday..lol...i think thts enough for today..bye...