duh,,gw bingung mau ngapain, mau mikir tapi yang kepikir hal yang buruk mulu, dan itu bikin gw uncomfortable. everything didn't cure this feeling, even basketball. i feel broke down, and now i'm crying on my own. I feel not right. Like i did everything wrong, like i was numb, empty. I am not laughing anymore..i wanna dead..i feel nothing can cure my symthom .